explain?

i had a lot of fun for this few days
kar foo's birthday party at Neway
calvin's birthday party at his house
actually this post should full of my happiness right?
but seriously i don't have that mood to write down everything
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argued with a guy
a guy that i love him deeply but he didn't love me and chose to hurt me
a guy that was represent my past but not now and future

maybe he just broken with his girl friend
and needs to find someone to pass his free time and wasted my precious time


no matter what and how he betrayed me
i just let it be and still treat him as my friend
we had already 2 years never contact with each others
i thought u will become more mature or what
but u never
u still so childish as previous
u still want to say something to hurt me

i was so speechless when you told me all those nonsense things
u want me to explain?
what u want me to explain?
i never did anything to hurt u before
and
u are the one who betray me
but i never want u to explain ANYTHING
could u just explain it to me?

why u want to call other girls as 'dear'?
why u told ppl that u don't have gf but act u had?
why u always like to flirt with other girls?
why u want to have sex with other girls in your room?

please~
all those things were not important anymore
why u want to say those things again and AGAIN?
this wasn't fun
and u request me to be ur part time gf?
what??
Im not a toy okay
arghhh
so sick of all this
once again

im not a toy!!
don't come and mess up my life again and again
hurt is so bad!

假装沉默真的好难受

kar foooo=)

LOL

hey kar foooo
surprise?=)
24th right now
is ur birthday lohh

i sincerely would like to wish you

happy bufday
all the best always dreams come true healthy and happy always

kar foo
how many years we had knew each others?
5 years?
10 years?
nah nah
is more than 10 years
since primary school till now
woops=)

hey
kar fooo thank you very much indeed^^
you are the 1 who
always help me
always let me bully
always let me beat
always accompany to wait shuttle bus *sob sob*

even though i always like to ejek u
but trust me
you are my bro(bra)ther=) LOL
i'm very glad to have *u* as my friend
i swear
it is true okay
i appreciate u with another way only
don't u realize? :P

remember this?first day of college life=)
ppl tot we were couple= =




















our new friend..they are great right=)



















da kuai shuai and u=)




















remember to ask ur platinum card from mr.JAY :P
























the first presentation=)




















the day u wore cap=)

























HL!!
























u let me know that I'm not alone ^^




















the gila day:P



kar fooo=(
after end the foundation course
gonna separate with you
really feel so SAD = =
omg
i don't know lah
ignore it 1st = =

hey bro
i couldn't afford to buy you a CK perfume
u wait me fak dat 1st okay=)
i will buy you whatever perfume u want
LOL

last but not least
kar fooo
no matter what and how
i just hope that u are always fine
once again

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
生日快乐＝）
SELAMAT HARI JADI
SAIK KAR FOO

muackkk

take k always ar^^
ciao=)

what??

kesianku~~
my laptop was kena virus again
oh my tuhan !!
this was the second times already
no more next time *plZ* faint faint
anyway
thanks to Mr.how and his daddy
and also ur monkey emoticon
haha=)

nothing much to say
final exam is coming soon
that's mean i'm going to hell too
this semester gonna end
the most annoying and irritating is need to do the course selection
is not an easy stuff okay
but then i still need to do it each semester = =
i hate
aku benci
wo tao yan
i was just get used to the timetable and environment
arghhh
need to start over again everything
separate with some friends *maybe*
new lecturer
new timetable
and this make me very emo
i just don't know why
i hate to start a new environment=(


btw
tomorrow going out with mr.jay to ts

even though not jay chou but jay chew
hahaha..LOL
just a joke=)
going to buy presents for kar foo and calvin

bufday boy-
24th-kar foo
26th-calvin
27th-xanxus

hey soli
xanxus
i couldn't celebrate ur bufday with u
hehe
anyway
i hope u will have a great party with ur friends okay=)



tomorrow 8am class again
thanks YHF=)


good 9 ^^

last

数一数
地球已经公转了几圈?
当你再一次的出现
彼此的嘘寒问暖
即使只是短短的几分钟
却让我想起了
已忘了的回忆
*我想起不代表我想念

印象中的你我
曾经一起笑过哭过
曾经那么地刻骨铭心
好多好多的曾经
一切都只是曾经

现在
你~
在为自己的理想奋斗
fashion designer?Paris?开店?

而我
也过得很开心很幸福
这就已经足够了
不是吗=）

浓情都已淡了
爱恋都陌生了
不爱.没恨
回忆只是负荷

你说有缘再见
其实
有没有缘
已经真的不在乎
让某些事情停留在最美好的时候


goodbye and take care=)

0717♥

finally~!
I'm back
back to the life with internet
arrgghh
suffered my life without internet for 3 days
even though it was just 3 days
but it seem like 3 weeks
beh tahan ar!!
tak ada internet=tak ada life T.T


no internet !!
what can i do?
chore? (lazy)
study? (i don't think so)
seee!
internet become a part of my life
i guess this is very common to everyone :P
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as very usual
i did the same things everyday

college life~
done*
1.economic assignment
2.algebra test 2

coming*
1.English stupid assignment
(i really want to smash my eng lecturer..wtf to he-.-)
2.OA presentation
3.FINAL exam

final exam !!
sign
no idea about the economic
once again i hate economic
mr.how
u are my GOD
save me please!!
freaking worry -.-


anyway
my life still goes on and on with a lot of great people around me
I love to stick with them=)
except those bitches sorry to use this word on you but you're=)


my life=



















me and da kuai shuai..=P






















white white de yenny..:P






















leng zai oh..whit whit!!






















again:P
















three of us^^



using louis's laptop:P










































































MR.JAY in the pic..:P
y so lc..XD


actually we captured a lot of funny pic
as i promised them
so i wont post those pic..=)
but
i show mine 1


get ready!!





horrible!!











terrible!!





























hahahaha
is me
very bitchy right
i don't mind
i just want to be happy=)



ciao~
good night=)
0717
muack^^

no title

oh no oh no~~~
final exam is coming soon
frankly,I am so so so lazy!
wondering why I'm so lazy
is it any lazy bugS stayed inside my stomach or where else
arghh


next wednesday is algebra and trigonometry test 2
PLUS
due date to pass up economic assignment
really no idea !!
lecture said ''do or die?''
but for us ''do till die''-.-

i hate economic = =
aku benci economic
who can teach me T.T
i don't want to retake this subject
choi choi choi
*touch wood*==

worrying and waiting for my final
after final gonna to have fun with my collegemate :D
hou yeah~~


this few days
i was addicted to capture using my webcam
fun :P


1









2


















3















lala~




not me..is my dad..hahaha..XD




















this is my mum..XD


















my sister



















the cutest of coz is me..LOL


















=.=
tmr hang out again
lazy+tired
y so lazy 1
how to cure my damn laziness
gorshhh



good night
have a nice weekends=)

superego=)

what a wonderful Tuesday~~
finally today did our presentation
i guess we all did quite well =)
why not?
at least we had tried all the best
Mr.J told me''try my best with no regret''
thanks for convince me
and i really did it..okay=)

everyone put so much efforts on this assignment + presentation
luckily our efforts were not wasted
really so glad to be a team with them
they let me knew what is the meaning of 'TEAM'
the spirit
the cooperation
thanks so much=)
lazy to write out
lets the photos show the happiness

7th July 2009..*




















peace=)






















me and yenny^^






















red shoe leh..kai wan xiao ar..^^






















yeah..^^






















in black
















in white:P

















^^















my life at ucsi=)





















salute to my leader
*louis..u r a good leader..don't worry*






















June is here^^
















look at coddy!!==
















lalala~

















kar foo and micky


ciao
sweet dream=)

exhausted

arghhh!
i want to shout!!
seriously need it
shout with the loudest volume 'I'm extremely tired'
but then i don't have that kind of energy to shout lahhh
tolonglah tuhan~~ tiap tiap hari tidur lewat lewat
aku in bukan superwoman tau
hanya gadis yg biasa saja T_T

not kidding
this week really tired like hell
so many things piled up at the SAME time
gorshhh
mostly everyday slept at 3 AM!!
and woke up in the damn early morning
felt so dizzy @@''
inilah nasib ku
nobody could feel my feeling

no matter how tough i had been through
won't affect my life also
still squeeze out sometimes to have little fun=)
thursday











me and louis






















pool time..:P


















my tongue so long..


friday
how nice
class canceled
FINALLY
went to pizza hut..=P














mana jay,calvin and carrick?
oh ya..they went to toilet that time..:P

















jenny(jenn yuen) and minnie..:P

















mei yan and louis (always busy playing his HP)

















kar fooooo..mei yan was so hungry..want to eat the menu..=)

saturday
date with kar foo and met a while with calvin and jay
calvin is just so chubby
finally i could cubit his face..LOL
jay ar jay don't sigh anymore loh=)




















waiting for kar foo to cut his hair






















finally..lala..leng zai lah..leng zai lah..=)






















my nice tongue..:P



















shopping time..:P






















kar foo and kar yan..:P

















lalala~~





















brother:P


















aku..^^


wao
apa in...!!



















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huhhh..






















i really want to get the balloon 1 loh
but too many kids at there
paiseh ==





















slap me..=P



tmr is tuesday again
is our presentation day
i hope we can do well
god bless us=)
gambateh
superego!!
go go go!!


tuesday tuesday
tmr is tuesday
i love tmr :P
*secret*