It feels like the end

What a sleepless night!
It's 3.00am right now and yet I haven't sleep...I can't sleep
What can I do to fall asleep like a death pig?
sleeping pill?
It might work but too bad I don't have it
I need it so badly..SERIOUSLY

I thought I had everything
but now ??
nothing seems to be the way that we used to
everything seems so shallow
all the pain ..the tears I cried
there's nothing much I could say
when you said it's gonna be

I don't wish it will come to the end
but why?
but now?




ps: 0103..That moment is perfect..It makes me wanna cry and ya...I'm crying