Reality can't be escaped

results=reality?
economics=supplementary paper?
confront? or escape?

I know I'll fail
Supplementary paper is waiting for me
I'm not ready
I'm not okay
I'm not fine
Just don't know how to be okay right now
Helpless

I don't know how I'll feel
I don't know what to say

I really hope that it will turns out to be the different way
I try to believe myself
Can I?
no..micky..u can't



ps:it won't be ok